In his memoir, pioneer of the 'Nayi Kahani' literary movement, Rajendra Yadav, reflects on aging and public perception. He likens celebratory functions to the self-absorbed performances seen in films, questioning the sincerity of accolades. Yadav expresses a desire to shed a perceived public persona, acknowledging a personal confusion about his true self, reminiscent of characters grappling with identity and societal expectations.